Wednesday, December 29, 2010

I am so broken

This poem is by far one of my most personal and it goes so much deeper than this, so sharing this is kind of hard. At the end of this post, I've posted a video of the song that helped me follow through with posting this. Lol I don't really WANT to but... I should because...what glory can God get out of it if I keep it to myself!? It's definitely inspired by the Holy Spirit and I pray that it speaks you. There's no way I'm the only on who's dealt with or is dealing with this Ecclesiastes 1:9 says there's no new thing under the sun! lol I'm not trying to make light of this poem, just trying to uh... loosen things up. *nervous* Okay so now I'll just... reveal and release... AMEN

I... am so... broken
So many words unspoken
It's like the hopeless, hoping
Wake up in the morning, who do you see?
Is that me? Nah, it can't be!
Cuz God, He wouldn't do that to me
Not this hair, these lips, this nose, these eyes
But when did I get to this point where I'd start to despise?
Myself and Him for creating me this way
Take one more look in the mirror, so much to say...
If my nose was just a little slimmer
If only my hair just had a looser curl
If my face was just a little more symmetrical
THEN, I'd feel like a beautiful girl
I mean, isn't that what defines beauty in the world?
They say, "you're so skinny, you should gain weight!"
Or how about, "you're too fat, you should lay off of the cupcakes."
Ever thought it's comments like these that lead to self hate!?
And MAN! I don't know how many times I've heard, "your body ain't perfect till it looks like Beyonce's"
But hold up, who gave YOU any say?
It was your unrealistic ideals that made me feel this way, in the first place
Contradicting EVERYTHING my Heavenly Father had to say
My thoughts were so clouded by your negative views and opinions
I couldn't focus on Him who already gave me authority and dominion
WE are all BROKEN & WE ALL fall short of the glory
Falling short... is everybody's life story
No one sin is greater than the other
So me hating myself, makes me a cold-blooded killer
See, every believer has their own personal battle
It could be adultery or self-hate, I just chose the latter
I've straddled... for too long
Now I'm presenting myself bare before Him
No more of that spiritual Mac make-up
Because it only becomes sin... caked up
I'm confessing everything that grieves my soul
And because God knows my heart,
I can't play the, "I'm so Holy" role anymore
This self-hate struggle won't be my, "Get into Hell free token"
Heavenly Father make me whole, because I... am so... broken

This song was on my heart while mustering up the courage to post this. LOL OH SO RELEVANT!

Chris Webb Poetry

Man, a couple days ago, the Spirit led me to watch the first poem "The Only Thing" and man, I was captivated from beginning to end! The other to poems are nothing short of the first. In my opinion they are listed in order of climax, because the last... WOW But they are all really just, jaw dropping! Motivates me to put my pen to my pad again lol Hope you  have time to watch them all and enjoy!
♥ Glory. To. God!

The Only Thing


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Friday, December 24, 2010

Question: "Surviving the end times - what do I need to know?"

** [Ahhh you know me, up to my shenanigans again. Lol here's something interesting that I really want to share!] ** 

Got this from a really cool website (www.gotquestions.org) , here's the link: http://www.gotquestions.org/surviving-end-times.html

Answer: Oftentimes, people experience anxiety when they think about the future; however, it does not have to be that way. For those who know God, thoughts concerning the future bring about eagerness and comfort. As an example, describing a woman who knows and trusts God, Proverbs 31:25 says, “She smiles at the future.”

The two key thoughts to keep in mind about the future are, first, God is sovereign and in control over everything. He knows the future and absolutely controls what will happen. The Bible says, “Remember the former things long past, For I am God, and there is no other; I am God, and there is no one like Me, Declaring the end from the beginning, And from ancient times things which have not been done, Saying, ‘My purpose will be established, And I will accomplish all My good pleasure’ . . . Truly I have spoken; truly I will bring it to pass. I have planned it, surely I will do it” (Isaiah 46:9–11, emphasis added).

The second thing to remember about the future is that the Bible outlines in specific details exactly what will occur in what Scripture calls “the end times” or “latter days.” Because the Bible is God’s revelation to humankind, and because God knows and controls the future (as Isaiah says above), then it stands to reason that when the Bible speaks about what will occur in the future, we can believe it. Concerning predictions about the future, the Bible says, “No prophecy was ever made by an act of human will, but men moved by the Holy Spirit spoke from God" (2 Peter 1:21). This truth is made evident by the fact that, unlike supposed prophecies made in other religions or by individuals (e.g., Nostradamus) who said they could predict the future that did not come true, the Bible has never once been wrong – every time the Bible has predicted a future event, it happened exactly as Scripture said it would.

When considering how to understand and survive in the end times, three key questions need to be answered:
1. How should I interpret what the Bible says about the future (biblical prophecy)?
2. What does the Bible say will happen in the end times?
3. How should what the Bible says about the future affect the way I live today?

How to Interpret Biblical Prophecy
There are a number of opinions and viewpoints that surround what interpretative methods students of the Bible should use when reading passages in Scripture that concern the end times. While there are good people espousing different beliefs, there is good evidence to believe that biblical prophecy should be interpreted (1) literally, (2) with a futurist view, and (3) in what is called a “premillennial” manner. With respect to a literal interpretation, it should be understood that there are some 300 prophecies that concern the first coming of Christ, all of which were literally fulfilled. The predictions surrounding the Messiah’s birth, life, betrayal, death and resurrection were not fulfilled allegorically or in a spiritual manner. Jesus literally was born in Bethlehem, performed miracles, was betrayed by a close friend for 30 pieces of silver, was pierced in His hands and feet, died with thieves, was buried in a rich man’s tomb, and was resurrected three days after His death. All of these prophecies were predicted hundreds and thousands of years before Jesus was born and were literally fulfilled. And while, indeed, there is symbolism used in various prophecies (e.g., dragons, horsemen, etc.), all of it portrays literal beings or events, in much the same way that Jesus is spoken of as a lion and a lamb.

Regarding a futurist view, the Bible clearly states that prophetic books like Daniel and Revelation contain not only renditions of past, historical events, but also things that will happen in the future. When John was given his commands for the churches of his day, he then received his visions concerning the futuristic things that would occur in the end times and was told, “Come up here, and I will show you what must take place after these things” (Revelation 4:1, emphasis added).

But perhaps even a stronger argument for a futurist view revolves around the promises God made to Abraham (cf. Genesis 12 & 15) concerning the land of Israel. Since God’s covenant with Abraham was unconditional, and His promises have not yet been fulfilled to the Israeli people, then a futurist view of Israel and the prophecies surrounding the people of Israel’s return and possession of Palestine must occur.

Lastly, with respect to prophecy being interpreted in a “premillennial” manner, this means that Jesus Christ will return and then reign over the earth for 1,000 years in a perfect rule. Five times in Revelation 20, the Scripture says that Jesus will return first and then reign for 1,000 years (hence the name “pre-,“ indicating “before,” and “millennial,” which means “1,000”). There is no reason to take what Scripture says in any other way except that Jesus will first return and then begin a 1,000-year rule over the earth.

But what does the Bible say will happen before then?

What Does the Bible say will happen in the End Times?
Sadly, the Bible predicts a downward spiral of catastrophes, human sin, and religious apostasy before Christ returns. Paul writes, “But realize this, that in the last days difficult times will come. . . . evil men and impostors will proceed from bad to worse, deceiving and being deceived” (2 Timothy 3:1, 13). The world will continue to reject God, His Word, and His people.

Some day in the future – a day no one knows – God will end the Church age which began in the first century on Pentecost (cf. Acts 2) with an event known as the Rapture. This will be when God removes all believers in Christ from the earth in preparation for His final judgments. Of the Rapture, Paul says, “For if we believe that Jesus died and rose again, even so God will bring with Him those who have fallen asleep in Jesus. For this we say to you by the word of the Lord, that we who are alive and remain until the coming of the Lord, will not precede those who have fallen asleep. For the Lord Himself will descend from heaven with a shout, with the voice of the archangel and with the trumpet of God, and the dead in Christ will rise first. Then we who are alive and remain will be caught up together with them in the clouds to meet the Lord in the air, and so we shall always be with the Lord. Therefore comfort one another with these words.” (1 Thessalonians 4:14–18).

The erosion of peace and increase of turmoil that precedes the Rapture will reach epic proportions when untold numbers of people disappear from earth. Such a vacuum will cause panic and scream for a strong leader who will have answers to all the world’s questions and problems. The setting of the stage for this leader has been in progress for some time, as historian Arnold Toynbee has noted: “By forcing on mankind more and more lethal weapons, and at the same time making the world more and more interdependent economically, technology has brought mankind to such a degree of distress that we are ripe for the deifying of any new Caesar who might succeed in giving the world unity and peace.” Out of a revived Roman Empire, one that is organized in a European ten-constituency fashion (cf. Daniel 7:24; Revelation 13:1), the Antichrist will arise and sign a covenant with the nation of Israel, which will officially begin God’s prophetic seven-year countdown to Christ’s second coming (cf. Daniel 9:27).

For three and a half years, the Antichrist will reign over the earth with a false peace being promised, but a peace that is nothing but a trap for the people of the earth as the Bible says: “While they are saying, ‘Peace and safety!’ then destruction will come upon them suddenly like labor pains upon a woman with child, and they will not escape” (1 Thessalonians 5:3). Wars, earthquakes, famines, and more will escalate (cf. Matthew 24:7) until the end Antichrist’s 3.5-year reign, when he will enter a rebuilt temple in Jerusalem and proclaim himself to be God and demand worship (cf. 2 Thessalonians 2:4; Matthew 24: 15). It is at that point that the Creator and true God responds to the challenge. For another 3.5 years, a Great Tribulation will occur such as has never before come upon the earth, one which the prophets and Jesus predicted: “For then there will be a great tribulation, such as has not occurred since the beginning of the world until now, nor ever will. Unless those days had been cut short, no life would have been saved; but for the sake of the elect those days will be cut short” (Matthew 24:21–22).

Untold loss of life and destruction of the earth will occur during this period. Also, many will come to faith in Christ, yet many will do so at cost of their lives. But God’s sovereign hand will still be in control as the Lord Himself gathers the unbelieving armies of the world together for His collective judgment of them. Of this event, the prophet Joel wrote, “I will gather all the nations And bring them down to the valley of Jehoshaphat. Then I will enter into judgment with them there On behalf of My people” (Joel 3:2). John records the battle this way: “And I saw coming out of the mouth of the dragon [Satan] and out of the mouth of the beast [the Antichrist] and out of the mouth of the false prophet, three unclean spirits like frogs; for they are spirits of demons, performing signs, which go out to the kings of the whole world, to gather them together for the war of the great day of God, the Almighty. (‘Behold, I am coming like a thief. Blessed is the one who stays awake and keeps his clothes, so that he will not walk about naked and men will not see his shame.’) And they gathered them together to the place which in Hebrew is called Har-Magedon” (Revelation 16:13–16).

At this point, the Messiah Jesus will return, destroy His enemies, and claim the world, which is rightfully His. John’s revelation describes this glorious event in this manner: “And I saw heaven opened, and behold, a white horse, and He who sat on it is called Faithful and True, and in righteousness He judges and wages war. His eyes are a flame of fire, and on His head are many diadems; and He has a name written on Him which no one knows except Himself. He is clothed with a robe dipped in blood, and His name is called The Word of God. And the armies which are in heaven, clothed in fine linen, white and clean, were following Him on white horses. From His mouth comes a sharp sword, so that with it He may strike down the nations, and He will rule them with a rod of iron; and He treads the wine press of the fierce wrath of God, the Almighty. And on His robe and on His thigh He has a name written, ‘KING OF KINGS, AND LORD OF LORDS.’ Then I saw an angel standing in the sun, and he cried out with a loud voice, saying to all the birds which fly in mid-heaven, ‘Come, assemble for the great supper of God, so that you may eat the flesh of kings and the flesh of commanders and the flesh of mighty men and the flesh of horses and of those who sit on them and the flesh of all men, both free men and slaves, and small and great.’ And I saw the beast and the kings of the earth and their armies assembled to make war against Him who sat on the horse and against His army. And the beast was seized, and with him the false prophet who performed the signs in his presence, by which he deceived those who had received the mark of the beast and those who worshiped his image; these two were thrown alive into the lake of fire which burns with brimstone. And the rest were killed with the sword which came from the mouth of Him who sat on the horse, and all the birds were filled with their flesh” (Revelation 19:11–21).

After Christ has defeated all the armies gathered in the valley of Armageddon, He will reign for one thousand years in a perfect rule with His saints and fully restore Israel to her land. At the end of a thousand years, a final judgment of the nations and all remaining mankind will occur, which is then followed with either an eternal state spent with God for those who follow Him or an eternal separation from Him for those who do not (cf. Revelation 20-21).

The above are not speculations or possibilities – they describe exactly and precisely what will take place in the future. Just as all prophecies came true and were fulfilled in Christ’s first coming, there is no reason to believe anything will be different with those that speak of His return to the earth.

Given the truth behind these prophecies, what impact should they have on us now? Peter asks the question in this manner: “Since all these things are to be destroyed in this way, what sort of people ought you to be in holy conduct and godliness, looking for and hastening the coming of the day of God, because of which the heavens will be destroyed by burning, and the elements will melt with intense heat! ” (2 Peter 3:11–12).

The Effect of Bible Prophecy on Us Today
There are four effects that the truths of Bible prophecy should have on us today. The first is obedience, which is what Peter speaks about in the verses above. Jesus continually tells us to be ready for His coming, which could come at any time (cf. Mark 13:33-37) and to live in a way in which we are not ashamed of our lives and behavior.

The second is worship. Because God has provided a way to escape His end-time judgments, we need to be sure we receive His free gift of salvation offered through Jesus now and live in gratitude before Him. John shows this in his description of heavenly worship for Jesus: “And they sang a new song, saying, ‘Worthy are You to take the book and to break its seals; for You were slain, and purchased for God with Your blood men from every tribe and tongue and people and nation’” (Revelation 5:9).

The third is proclamation. The message of God’s salvation and the truth of His second coming need to be proclaimed for all to hear, especially to those who don’t yet believe so they can turn to God and be saved from His coming wrath. Revelation 22:10 says, "And he said to me, “Do not seal up the words of the prophecy of this book, for the time is near.”

The last effect God’s prophetic Word should have on us is service. All believers should be diligent about carrying out God’s will and performing good works that are an outworking of the salvation that has taken place in each Christian’s heart. Part of Christ’s judgments will be of the works performed by believers. They do not determine a Christian’s acceptance into Heaven, but show what each believer did with the gifts and opportunities given him or her by God. Paul says of this judgment, "For we must all appear before the judgment seat of Christ, so that each one may be recompensed for his deeds in the body, according to what he has done, whether good or bad" (2 Corinthians 5:10).

All of this can be summed up with the same thoughts that began this article. God is sovereign over all events and people of the world, He is firmly in control of everything, and will bring a perfect end to everything He has started. An old Christian song puts it like this: “All is God’s creation … Fashioned by One hand … Satan and Salvation … Under One command.”

The fact that the Bible is a supernatural book is evidenced by the truth that every prophecy conveyed by it to date has been fulfilled. This being the case, it is reasonable and rational to conclude that what it says about the prophecies for the end times will occur as well. For those who know Jesus and have trusted Him as their Lord and Savior, His coming will be their blessed hope (cf. Titus 2:13). But for those who have willingly rejected Christ, He will be their holy terror (cf. 2 Thessalonians 1:8). The bottom line is this: to survive the end times, make sure you are a believer in Christ: “For God has not destined us for wrath, but for obtaining salvation through our Lord Jesus Christ” (1 Thessalonians 5:9).

Thursday, December 23, 2010

Bring Your A Game

This is a documentary. Motivational, eye opening, and very IMPORTANT that our young black men view this! VERY imperative! Enjoy, and I hope you gain something from this! :)

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ON GUARD!!

Proverbs 4:23 "Keep thy heart with all diligence; for out of it are the issues of life." King James Version

The Message Version "Keep vigilant watch over your heart; that's where life starts."

New Living Translation "Guard your heart above all else, for it determines the course of your life."

To guard means to protect; keep safe from harm or danger. To keep means to hold or retain in one's possession. [Dictionary.com]

But why is this so important you ask?? 
Well for starters, Proverbs clearly states "out of your heart are the issues of life/where life starts/determines the course of your life." So whatever you let INTO your heart will soon sprout out and produce fruit. So, yeah, I think the type of music you listen to, the movies you watch, the conversations you have will either cause you to produce good fruit or.... bad fruit. Everything you come in contact with will influence you in some type of way. Joyce Meyer once said "I'll hang out with you as long as I'm affecting you and you're not infecting me." Emph... how about that...

Another important point is that you can't just allow anyone into your heart. Especially if they aren't a believer. If the Spirit of God is in you, He will definitely lead you in the direction of where you should go. It's up to you to listen and obey. I know me, I put myself in some of the dumbest, most avoidable situations and then have the nerve [LOL] to get upset because God told me not to do it, go there, talk to them etc. but he ALWAYS gives me a way out. Our Heavenly Father is all knowing, which includes Him knowing if you should or shouldn't be around a particular person/people. He knows your weaknesses. He knows your limits, so learn to take heed to the Holy Spirit. Don't get me wrong, I'm not saying have a "holier than thou" attitude, because even Jesus sat with sinners. However, He's the Son of God. Lol He could not and cannot stumble like us humans.

Jeremiah 17:9-10 "The heart is deceitful above all things, and desperately wicked, who can know it? I the Lord search the heart, I try the reins, even to give every man according to his ways, and according to the fruit of his doing." You may THINK you can handle certain situations and people, but the heart IS deceitful. God KNOWS though, every secret intention of your heart, and he KNOWS what is best. He knows where you do and don't belong. Don't deceive yourself. GUARD your own heart, preserve your salvation!!

We are not perfect and we don't all share the same imperfections and weaknesses. Some of us may be able to go to the club and minister to people there without even looking at a drink or getting distracted by a beautiful person. Whereas for others, the club would be the ULTIMATE, slip-n-slide, hello world, sliding rock, stumbling block. Instead, their strength may be simply walking in love. The ability to deal with the worst attitude in a Christ-like manner and not getting offended by whatever comes out of someone's mouth.

Anyway, I'm rambling. I'm excited because I have 2 weeks off from work and school so now I can focus more on handling my Kingdom Business! :-D Preparing for the new year, IF it's the Lord's will that I make it to 2011. Reflecting on the tremendous amount of GROWTH I've had in 2010, and how mad I've made that dirty dog devil this year :-P Maybe one day he'll learn..."He can't STOP ME! NAH! CAUSE I'M UNSTOPPABLE! IF THE DEVIL COULD KILL ME HE WOULD HAVE DONE IT BY NOW! If the devil could kill me, I would be dead by now. No weapon formed against me shall prosper, more than a conqueror through Christ" This song still reigns as ONE of my 2010 anthems... lol



God is love 

♥Mari

Wednesday, December 22, 2010

Selah...

"Pause, and think calmly of that..."

All I'm saying is... even demons believe and tremble knowing that Jesus is Lord. James 2:19 So, is it safe to say simply declaring Jesus is Lord is not enough...? PROVE YOUR LOVE! Yes, it is very important that we prove our love. Matthew 7:13-27 [READ THE WHOLE CHAPTER] Even those who profess "Lord, Lord," but practice iniquity [lawlessness] Jesus will still say "I never knew you." I don't know about you, but that's scary to me. And on top of that... He will say, "depart from me you that work iniquity." Can you imagine, you're standing there before God, and this is judgment time. And you say to Jesus "Hey, remember me!? I cast out demons in Your name, I professed you as Lord and Savior before many men, I prophesied in Your name, in Your name did I perform many miracles." And Jesus turns to His Father, then looks at you and says, "I never knew you." Then walks away. How terrible would that feel. That's a scary thought. 

Things have been watered down so much, I don't think this is something a lot of people think about. Tomorrow is NEVER promised to us. James 4 talks about not boasting in tomorrow, but instead saying, "If it's the Lord's will." Well I pray the Lord will be pleased with my life once it's all over. I pray that He is pleased with me now, and that where I am today will not be where I will be a year from now, if it is in His will that I live another year. And I'm not being old school, I just think it's time we go back to the basics. Read every word in the Bible and take it for it is. THE TRUTH and the moral standard that God holds us all to! I just want people to know that time, is NOT on our side, and we deceive ourselves when we know the truth but don't practice it. James 4:17

Read your Bible and work out your own salvation with fear and trembling. Philippians 2:12

God is love.

Mari

Paul Washer speaks out again

"Churches Using Carnal Means to Attract Carnal People"
Wow... this man continues to just simply tell the truth. Selah. [Pause, and think calmly of that]



Tuesday, December 21, 2010

MUST WATCH!!!!

This is Minister Chris Facey dropping MAJOR knowledge. Not only biblical but scientific as well! Yes, Jesus the Christ LIVES!!!!!!!!!
This may be a tad bit convicting, but it's food for the Spirit! Eat up and ENJOY!!!!!! :-D


Thursday, December 16, 2010

Daily Devotion: Divine Expulsion

Faith's Checkbook 
Thou shalt drive out the Canaanites, though they have iron chariots, and though they be strong. -Joshua 17:18

It is a great encouragement to valor to be assured of victory, for then a man goes forth to war in confidence and ventures where else he had been afraid to go. Our warfare is with evil within us and around us, and we ought to be persuaded that we are able to get the victory and that we shall do so in the name of the Lord Jesus. We are not riding for a fall, but to win; and win we shall. The grace of God in its omnipotence is put forth for the overflow of evil in every form: hence the certainty of triumph.

Certain of our sins find chariots of iron in our constitution, our former habits, our associations, and our occupations. Nevertheless we must overcome them. They are very strong, and in reference to them we are very weak; yet in the name of God we must master them, and we will. If one sin has dominion of us we are not the Lord's free men. A man who is held by only one chain is still a captive. There is no going to heaven with one sin ruling within us, for of the saints it is said, "Sin shall not have dominion over you." Up, then, and slay every Canaanite, and break to shivers every chariot of iron! The Lord of hosts is with us, and who shall resist His sin-destroying power?

-Charles H. Spurgeon

Tuesday, December 7, 2010

Fresh Faces: Travis Greene

I just wanted to share some awesome music with you guys! The artist is Travis Greene. I first heard his music while I was on my way to Connecticut this past summer, remember I spoke at the youth conference. The most amazing thing ever by the way... I actually did a post on that back in July. Anywho, I heard "Still here" on XM radio and put the song and artist in my phone so I wouldn't forget to look him up. LOL So, for the longest I kept forgetting to look for him on iTunes and I finally did a couple of weeks ago [yeah I know a few months passed by before I did it lol]. Man, his album "Stretching Out" is so amazing! God has truly blessed his ministry, and Trav is giving ALL THE GLORY to God...!! Which by the way, his song "All The Glory" is amazing... "hope" "you are the one" "stretching out" "saveya" EVERY SONG ON THAT ALBUM is simply amazing! And it's not about him, it's not glorifying any circumstances, just giving all the praise to the Almighty God! I always find it beautiful when a person uses their God given gifts to glorify God and not themselves! So, if you have been looking for a new album to add to your iPod or CD collection, buy "Stretching Out" by Travis Greene. Whether you are "old" or "young" YOU WILL NOT BE DISAPPOINTED! Man, and his testimony... amazing too... here is the link to his website as well if you're interested in knowing more about him.. http://travisgreene.net/fr_home.cfm Twitter: @TGreeneStuff Facebook: T Greene

I'm not sure how to embed this video, but this is a video of when Travis brought Jesus to the club with him and shared him with over 400 people! So amazing! Just click the link and it'll take you right there :) --->> Salvation in the Club

And this is like... ONE of my favorite songs... it ALWAYS makes me smile! =]