Open Mic Night

So, last night was my first time EVER reciting a poem. Man, I went through a lot to get there. LOL you might be able to hear my voice cracking.. I think I was about to cry mid-way through. SMH LOL When I tell you, the enemy was attacking me... it was some serious stuff...But the hand and grace of God led me to continue on despite the tribulations that came my way. I cried, I was very sad before I even got there.. it was just a MESS but my girls Brittany "Monique" -- she's the one who comes on after me -- and Vania definitely tried their best to get my spirit back up... with prayer and patience, I built up the courage to let go of those emotions and the events that took place and got on stage... strangely enough.. The poem and what happened that night coincide with one another..ANYWAY...here's my new poem .. "Myself"..

Myself.. I need freedom from... myself

Because, myself... is always doing something else

That contradicts Your Holy word

See my heart, has been so disturbed, Caught up in the lusts of the world,

I was almost at the point of NO return

I was almost at the point of NO return

I was almost at the point of NO return

Which way did he go George, which way did he go?

Got me going in circles now I don't know

Which way is which, because now I'm in a pit

Confusion [amiss]

Dag! I fell for his trick

Once again here we go, Same ol' same ol' Puppet show

But THIS time, now I know it's

Myself, LORD free me from... myself

Because myself, is realizing that I need some help

Help to break away the chains, This program is old, it needs to change

No longer can I stay the same

No longer can I stay the same

No longer WILL I stay the same

It's dark in here, BUT I can see a light, It's so small, but yet so bright

So, on that day... I chose to be free

LORD Jesus PLEASE save me! Holy Spirit move inside of me!

The Godhead is 3, the most powerful source, Those chains were broken, with a mighty force

And now, myself, is free from myself

Because, now I know it's not JUST myself

God dwells in THIS temple I had to die to self

God dwells in THIS temple I had to die to self

God dwells in YOUR temple you have to die to self

Pride, and hatred, vanity and gratification

I made a vow to deny fornication

The old me, is gone, I've been made a new creature

Now I stand among those few peculiar people

As You continuously mold me into Your, Original masterpiece

Now myself, is finally free...and at peace